These few days have been my lowest low but today's shopping spree lifted my spirits a little. well not exactly a spree as i got only one item. a few days ago i read Mist and Stone. it was about this boy who wanted to know that no matter how bad he was, no matter what he did, the people he loved would never give up on him.

it is unfortunate that i can identify with him.




where are you?




you see, it's like looking into a kaleidoscope. only a portion of the intricate design can be seen at a time, so you're never really certain that you're right. what if you're wrong? what if your thinking is warped, then the course of your actions could be irreversibly damaging.

i don't know why i have to pay for this. what about you, what about when you chucked me aside like an old dishrag for a brand new sponge? why did i have to soak up juice from the leftovers?

it was then that i learnt the importance of self, not shadow.

today was a really great day and i am so thankful God gave me such wonderful friends. how i am assured that the Lord will take care of me is the reason i believe.

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