Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh! I want to go to a beautiful beach, stand on the breakwater and shout yell scream to my heart's content. Not that I'm feeling down. This is just what I feel like doing. Please break the monotony of school life for me, you! Perhaps I'm feeling so dreary cos I don't take those interesting subjects with funny teachers anymore. Lit and history, I miss you so! Maybe I'm more of an Arts person than I thought. Thinking about losing my only break tmrw to see some teacher makes me feel worse! Haha oh please don't ask me silly questions that I can't answer!

Actually, maybe I'm a tiny bit stressed. I don't really have anything in particular to stress over. Except that I found myself eating a tad much today. Haha 3 packets of tomato potato biscuits, coffee and icecream cake at one go. Not that there's anything wrong with my big snacks but this week I have been sleeping more than usual and feeling more lethargic too! haha this is really contradictory and senseless.

Tmrw NYDC with Bf! And Friday's JTS! At least I've got these to look forward to (:




I am going crazy. the Econs essay I have just written sounds crazy and this thing that I've just seen makes me so hsuoaywiskuspsdiwque ROAR!!! I wish I hadn't seen it!

why does this have to happen to me now and how do I make it disappear, or better yet solve it? star predictions are so totally untrue. in fact, they are a mockery!




I do I know not what, and fear to find
Mine eye too great a flatterer for my mind.
Fate, show thy force: ourselves we do not owe;
What is decreed must be, and be this so.

-Shakespeare




Yesterday was a great day! we went to the Singapore Autism School and held a fun fair for the kids there. my kid Eason was adorable! he loved blowing balloons and being tickled by a feather and making me chase him haha. it was a really meaningful experience. I hope he's gonna have tonnes of fun with all the toys his daddy bought. thank you God, for blessing him with a patient loving dad. please don't ever let him give up on himself.

at the fun fair I met my SN soccer buddy Charissa! haha I remember it was us the mighty defenders against Dodo the super agressive player. there relaxing under the hot sun on the pitch, it seemed like there was nothing we couldn't talk about. now I remember how she listened and made me smile.

can't wait to play badminton tmrw!




Oh baby when you talk like that
You make a woman go mad

:D











the wound is an old one.
the blood is fresh.
the hurt is bitter.
the pain is hell.
the tears are useless.
the scene replays.




A- You have a very good personality and looks
B- You like people.
C- You're wild and crazy.
D- You have one of the best personalities ever.
E- Damn good kisser.
F- People adore you.
G- You never let people tell you what to do.
H- You are charming.
I- You have a fine ass
J- Everyone loves you.
K- You are really silly
L- you live to have fun.
M-one to have fun
N- You are dead sexy and one of the best in bed
O- You like to curse alot.
P- You are popular with all types of people.
Q- You are a hypocrite.
R- One of the best damn bf/gf anyone one could ask for.
S- You really like to chill.
T- You're loyal to those you love.
U- Easy to fall in love with.
V- You are not judgemental.
W- You are very broad minded.
X- You never let people tell you what to do.
Y- Fcukin Crazy
Z- Always ready.

haha so I am...
V- You are not judgemental.
A- You have a very good personality and looks.
L- you live to have fun.
E- Damn good kisser.
R- One of the best damn bf/gf anyone could ask for.
I-You have a fine ass
E- Damn good kisser

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