I'm kinda bluuuueeeeee tonight. Managed to pass on my cough to most of my family. Broke my part of the pact with Jen not to sin that sin. Tomorrow. Failed to give You a present, or even any time after the first hour.

All in all, not a good day.

I'm sorry Lord for the thing I've made it, when it's all about You, it's all about You Jesus.




It is my greatest honour to serve You.

Today is a day that I will remember. A nosey-parker-all mixed-in-hope-no-one's-eavesdropping conversation that I will remember. :)




Viral upper respiratory tract infection.

That's what I'm down with, boo. Actually it's just a fancy name for inflamed throat and cough haha. So, MC tomorrow!

Today I learnt about ear syringing, anaemia requiring blood transfusion and pills to delay menses. And I went to two banks to ask miscellaneous questions.




I'm back in Sg! Trip was wonderfully misty (: Loved the weather.

Mom had an open wound surgery on her thumb today. A huge ball of bugs (Dr Loh's term) grew due to her obsessive peeling of skin there.

Sleepover was fun too. As usual, I was first to fall asleep. The stuffed tomatoes (with sour plum) and the pineapple rice were yummy. I bet Huis the aspiring baker/cook was super inspired. Shopping was unsuccessful, I bought a grand total of 8......... hairties.

At some point today I felt disappointed.

At another point today I wondered where my self control had taken off to.

I miss the feeling of closeness we shared, how my heart turns brave with you, the security and warm love that only you could give and the faith that you have great plans in store for me. Lord, grant me the gift of resolution.

Light of the world, You step down into darkness.
Opened my eyes let me see.
Beauty that made this heart adore you
hope of a life spent with you.

And here I am to worship,
Here I am to bow down,
Here I am to say that you're my God,
You're altogether lovely,
Altogether worthy,
Altogether wonderful to me.

I'll never know how much it cost to see my sin upon that cross.




Each day I take an evening nap like a little old lady, and I enter the world of sweet darkness faster than you can count till 60. Each night I go out like a lamplight as well.

So my basic routine is wake up bathe dress breakfast work evening nap dinner bathe sleep. And the cycle repeats. The result is a painful left big toe, tense and aching back muscles, weight loss. However, I did 2 basic screenings (involves eye test), and one pregnancy test, and assisted with an ECG and watched a horrific wound dressing today. (: Tomorrow I'd actually have to do one myself so Lord, help me to place those suckles correctly.




Make me a servant, humble and meek
Lord let me lift up those who are weak
And may the light of my life always be
Make me a servant, make me a servant, make me a servant today




Today is the saddest day in a long time.

Now, who will ask me if I'm doing okay, who's going to teach me all the little things and help me shift the bottles? Who will smile and make everything brighter for us?

Oh Khairul.....

What will we do without you?

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