Thursday, June 15, 2006
It's not insomnia, it's more of an addiction, a greed, a mind i cannot seem to contain. it begins with two cups of coffee in the late of night and the self-assurance of bridging the gap of sisterhood.
tuesday's soeul garden with the pre-u sem people was good though it was only the 6 of us. after dinner we had a romantic stroll to clarke quay. one of the things that give me a strange seemingly-childhood pleasure is crossing a bridge. i love doing that! for me, it was some time to chill out and it was really relaxing with all those colourful balls lol. the lights the water the music of ripples and of contented people whispering, the night was beautiful.
sgp idol was full of feel even i got all hyped up watching it on my beanbag!
today i watched the chinese show and i could see myself in that man, he put in words a bunch of feelings that often coarse through me in an uncomprehensible language. often there seems to be too many expectations, but there's only so much of me. it wears me down tires me out yet the onus always seems to fall on me. last night Jay sang Air Supply's Goodbye. i heard him sing about so many different people in one song.
I don't want to let you down
I don't want to lead you on
I don't want to hold you back
From where you might belong